omgomgomgomgomg! sytycd is back for its 4th season. EEEEKS!!! hahaha. i can so tell you that one hour every week is the happiest hour for all dancers. i think i've refound my motivation to start dancing again. its been a year since i've danced (not counting prancing around my pigeonhole). but i need to move, need to feel and need to dance again (((:


terence would LOVE this. hahaha.

i must say the one thing, the one thing we rj dancers couldn't do in the past was make the open mouth sultry look. or maybe it just never came to mind. AHAHAHA. and yet i see 18 yr old girls and guys do it all e time 0_o hmmms. interesting :p i need to see if i dare to do it when i find myself a new partner. it certainly ups the passion and effect of e performance alot. hahaha.

sometimes i wish i had the guts to give up everything just to dance. that's why i admire ppl like sherry and bernice who are majoring in dance. but at the same time, having dabbled in so many types of dance, letting go of ballet, taking up latin and lyrical. i'm currently left in a position where i know enough of everything but not sure of which one i'm best in or want to train in. sighs. i'm rather disgusted with myself and everything at the moment. i'm the happiest when i dance. and i need to stop saying i need to find it, and actually start dancing again.